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Hello! 👋 This is my personal journal / diary where I blog whatever I want to myself without the stress or the character limit restrictions of more “mainstream” social sites. It’s also a good way for me to practice my writing. xP

This is primarily a fandom space for personal fun. 18+ only. Here are some of the things I may post about:

SONIC THE FUCKING HEDGEHOG. ALWAYS. (read: ESPIO)
Random thoughts, mostly with a focus on media and various internet things I like
Liveblogs
Shipping and other fannish nonsense
My art and my thoughts on art
🔞My art and my thoughts on art but horny
Miscellaneous personal stuff (casual)

🔞⚠️ I draw and write whatever I want, approve of any and all fictional ships/genres no matter what, and like to write purposefully outrageous and cringy text like this: “[Character] would save so much money on toilet paper if he were my boyfriend. ^-^” So, if that already makes you uncomfortable, you’re not going to want to view or follow this journal. I'm openly kinky and kink positive and am not interested in "discourse". I want to have fun!!!!!!!

Access list: I only use public and private right now, so I'm not adding anyone to it. Private mainly for posts with heavy salt content for when I feel like bitching into the void about random fandom wank or anything so personal I’ll most likely regret posting it and delete later. You are missing nothing of importance.

💜FUB Free Forever💜 = you are free to follow, unfollow, and block me.

Subscribe, unsubscribe, comment as much or as little as you want no matter how old.

Also, I like talking to people, and you don't need to be following me to reply or DM anything - BUT, my replies shift between shockingly instant or as slow as if I am shipping my reply to you via boat. It all depends on the random number generator in my brain that gauges how “easy” a message is to respond to. *sweats* Sorry in advance! orz

If you enjoy what I do, that's cool! I appreciate you and love you! If not, I hope you find someplace else that is more your speed. Well, that's all for now. Just remember: give in to the desire, it will only improve your life.

Thanx for reading~🔑

art sites: tumblr(sfw), pixiv(nsfw), inkbunny(nsfw)

Current Mood: dizzy
Current Music: Touch the Sky - S3RL

I noticed I kinda stopped being as social on all my accounts after some bad experience with an anti, lol. I kept telling myself it didn’t matter but I guess it did. It's effected how comfortable I feel interacting with others. I use to like, reply to everyone really quickly and go out of my way to comment on everything I like and just trying to be active and positive to everyone.

Now, I’m purposefully avoiding so much as opening my DMs for WEEKS or not logging into anything because I have a nagging thought about how everyone hates me and all the messages I get will be negative. LDJGHDGJL. I suppose that kind of anxiety is not uncommon, but it’s getting pretty bad with how much it’s effecting my online life. I figure if I just get the thoughts out of my head writing this down maybe I will regain some of my confidence...

( littley venty about antis )

Current Mood: intimidated
Current Music: Paradise · Satanicpornocultshop

I had a dream Espio was presented in a new CrossWorld’s trailer and I was excitedly taking screenshots and making gifs………...That is the most MUNDANE dream I could ever have about him right next to the “stress dreams” of not having money when seeing new merch of him at the store. Why can’t I dream something cool, huh?!! @_@ I also dreamed awhile back that an official Sonic artist had a side alias and was working on a Vecpio doujinshi and publicly asked for advice how their relationship should be lmao. Why did I wake up before finding out more about it? Dreams are so cruel...

Last year I had a dream the Chaotix were driving around being chased by ~~disgusting black creatures~~ the black arms in the Shadow 05 setting. I want to have fun dreams like that!!

Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: Paranoia Agent Opening Theme Song

So I just read chapter two of the new Sonic Manga. Ehhh, it's okay-ish so far. It's intended for children and that comes with annoying self-referential / cheesy dialogue. I wasn't the biggest fan of the Shadow Manga either, for similar reasons.

( spoilers )

I'll still be reading it as it comes out every month even if doesn't excite me or anything, I'm still looking forward to how the story progresses. ~~Which is more than I can say about the IDW comics.~~

My favorite of the new Sonic manga is the little tie-in comic they made for Crossworlds that was posted on Twitter. I want to see more little short comics like that hehehehe. ~~When will Sonic Channel give me another Espio comic??? Please please please plea-~~

Current Mood: okay
Current Music: Cyber Space 4-C: Arrow of Time Remix

Sooooo, I finally made a Pixiv account. (R-18, so it will look empty unless you're logged in.)

I wanted people to be able to easily find my dumb niche Sonic (Espio) porn
so I thought pixiv would be the best bet despite having to painstakingly censor everything I do, but after posting I found out you can’t view NSFW without an account anymore. AAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!

I hate current year. x.x There are no more good sites to post adult work to… maybe I’ll try to get a baraag account? Ehh, but how many people care about Sonic porn on the lolisho Twitter-like??? There aren’t many adult Sonic artists on bsky either, and I don’t really like the rules against noncon. Ughhh, and I desperately don’t want to make a Twitter account, I don’t care about “reach” I just want somewhere to post uncensored art so people can find it without me spamming DMs instead, sldgjhslgjLDJGHljhg… Inkbunny is also an option, though niche and you still gotta login to see it - Unsure how many Sonic artists are
there.

I’ll have to think about it. I’m only willing to keep up 2 art sites at a time, anything more than that is too much trouble. If only everyone just used Dreamwidth. u-u (Even though I’m uploading images off-site when I post here...)

Current Mood: indescribable
Current Music: wow

I periodically fall down a rabbit hole of digging through web archives looking for ancient fanart. Today I was browsing the Team Artail art archive (my reuploaded DL link) and ended up looking up old users, websites, jumping through old Sonic webrings... the usual. Here's some of my favorite Espio arts from around 2005 ~ 2008 I found:

( Lots of Images! )

Ughhh, I got so much to say, maybe I'll post more old Sonic art and sites later. While there's a good amount of old web Sonic sites to browse through, there's still very minimal Espio / Chaotix fanart, but I'd still like to talk about them sometime!!

Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: PC-98 Music: https://youtu.be/RKNliailakA?si=45NQHRsGWHX63QUO

I saw this shipping meme floating around and wanted to fill it out too!!
( Read more... )

Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: Native Patties

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Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: Sus Factory

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